Just a feeling that i need to share today 11dpo with a Bfn this is not msg to discourage yours i am tired of ttc tired of cm tired bd tired of af tired of throwing money in the drain of opks pregnancy tests tired of supplements smoothies with the hope it will work tired to spend money for medical tests with normal results tired of pretending bfn does not affect me tired of feeling hopeless incomplete my house is lonely with emptness tired of praying and fasting asking questions what is wrong with me tired of being angry others conceiving but dont want child tired of making excuse why we not hahaving children feeling of tiredness and frustration with bfn each cycle month after month year afyer year tired of avoiding alcohol social with i could pregnant tired of animals they are more fertile than me s