gender disappointment anyone?

OK so we're a blended family.

he has four from a previous marriage 1 boy, 3 girls.

I have two from a previous relationship 1 boy, 1 girl.

and we have a 9 month old daughter together. I'm currently almost 9 weeks with the last and final baby for our family and I'm hoping, praying and wishing for a boy. I don't know why but I feel like I will be disappointed if it's a girl.

has anyone else felt like this?

don't get me wrong I'm excited for another baby but I just really don't want another girl. I'm so nervous to even find out the gender when the time comes. I feel bad that if this baby is to be a girl that I won't be Happy.