Struggling and need help/a friend😞


I have a 3 week old and I'm having a REALLY hard time with her:( idk even where to start.......I dont like even posting here unless I post anonymously cuz I feel so embarrassed and ashamed of myself:( most of the time, this app fills me with encouragement and support but those few times that someone is hurtful or judgmental really take their toll on an already sensitive and fragile new mommy:(

I really just want someone to talk to at this point.

I'm struggling with breastfeeding. I'm struggling to have the energy/patience to deal with her in general. I'm struggling to feel like I can even do this at all.....but I have to:( Im stuck with this little baby and I have no idea what I'm doing, I dont see how to keep from failing at this:( I have so much that I just wanna get out and have someone make me feel like I'm not crazy. I've spoke to very few ppl in my life about all this but not the extent of it....I feel like it'll be easier with someone I dont know. And someone who has been in this spot too.

I just need a friend right now😞