Anyone else trying after a miscarriage? I'm 3 months into trying again. 5 days left to AF... anyone else just get weirdly scared when they get close to AF. Not even 100% why I'm scared, am I scared cause I just want to be pregnant or scared that I am pregnant cause of what happened last time... maybe it's both. Sex, AF, baby stuff... I hate that it all feels so traumatizing. I just want to feel normal about everything again, feel like that will only happen once I'm pregnant again and past the first trimester.