My first BFP happened two days before AF expected arrival. I hade removed my IUD last month so I was shocked it was so fast. I called the dr and they scheduled me when I would be around 9 weeks. At 8 weeks I called the nurse as I was barely spotting (only when wiping and brown). They said don't worry but let's get you in anyway since you're 8 weeks. My husband left

Work early and met me at the drs. I was excited and ready to see something. The month way from the bfp to bow was brutally slow. They did a vaginal

Sonogram and I could wait to see. All I kept

Praying for was to be able to hear the heartbeat already. A teardrop sac was all I saw. The technician Said I'm either 2 days pregnant or miscarried. Neither made sense. No blood no miscarriage right? And 2 days? Then how was it 4 weeks ago the sticks (3 total) screamed pregnant (dark solid lines. Not even faint) I've been through blood test after blood test hcg 858 to 829 to 454 this Monday 302. I didn't know a miscarriage could happen without bleeding and it was so slow to end. I'm heartbroken and can't move on since it is still happening. I've never hoped for a period before but that's all I look forward to so I can start over and hopefully try again. My husband thinks I'm so strong going through this but I secretly Cry myself to sleep at night and fear getting pregnant again. How do you get past this and try again?