The night before induction venting

As I sit here tonight of course there are a million thoughts going through my head. But mainly I guess I am feeling sad. This will be our last night childless. As a young single couple. Why didn't we go on more dates these last few months, be more intimate, take our dog on more adventures? Then tonight my SO starts talking about having our kids watch cartoons right away and getting them an iPad eventually (he said 2 years old) and this is when I realize that we grew up totally differently and it frustrates me because these are the type of arguments we are going to have for the next 18+ years. I grew up small town country girl, no tv or internet, have to play outside to keep busy, and all these things. Where his parents were carefree about what he did and he had money to get entertainment options and basically was and still gets whatever he wants from them. So sorry I needed to vent a little but I'm sitting here sobbing about arguing about getting our 2yo a freaking iPad instead of coloring books. While he went to bed with the dog and I'm laying out here on the couch.