I'm hesitating writing this because I'm in a committed relationship of 8 months now with an amazing man that treats me like a queen. But for some reason my mind drifts to you and relives all the horror you caused me. All the pain and heart ache.... along with the intensity and passion we had. I loved you more than I have ever loved any living thing. More than myself. I loved you with such intensity I blocked the entire universe out to focus on you and you only. I lost myself in trying to be perfect for you. In trying to please you. In trying to demonstrate to you my worth. How no one could love you the way I could. And you chose not to see it. You blinded yourself so you wouldn't have to see it. So you wouldn't have to see the pain you caused me. I hope you are as happy with her as I am with the man I love. The man that values me. Worships me. Sees me as nothing less than perfection... even though we both know I'm not. You can try and reimagine her to be me every time you close your eyes. And when the lights are off and she's making love to you, you can pretend that she's nearly a quarter as good as I was. But we both know she's not. We both know I knew how you liked it best. That's one talent of mine you never denied. Just know that I thank you for everything that you've done. I wouldn't appreciate the gem in front of me if it weren't for the rock that you were. And I may not be intensely in love or anything, but I am happy, I am valued, respected and treated like a goddess. I am with a great man who loves and cherishes me and I love and respect him. He is my King and I will do everything in my power to give him everything he deserves. Everything you never appreciated. I would break the world in half for his happiness. You missed out on a great love. I truly feel sorry for you Hun. I really do.