I really am just not happy I know its all the emotions and the nervousness but I am really annoyed. My boyfriend came home and I just wanna chop his neck off cause he walked in the house went straight to the shower and didn't say anything to me. Makes it seem like he was out doing something and so desperately needed to wash his ass as soon as he walked in. Couldn't even say hi and he been gone 14 hours. Then on the phone earlier he acted like when the baby born he not gonna do shit but work. Talking about he gonna be working so he can't help much with the kids. What the hell?? Im just so overwhelmed I can't take it any longer. Seem like I got myself pregnant and I gotta deal with the kids on my own

For that I mine as well be a single parent....