Last post until sat, im driving myself crazy....stupid 2ww...tmi but no pics

Christine
Okay, so i said tonight im going to let this go and just wait to see what happens, and im just curious as to what you ladies think because no one knows im ttc and so i have no one to talk to about this. I have 3 days til af is due,i took a hpt at about 10ish dpo and it was a bfn. However, my cervix has gotten so high i can barely reach it. From what i can tell its med and closed, i think...on top of that im getting ewcm/creamy/crumbly cm (me and Dh did bd last night so could that be semen? Sorry for the tmi) which I never, ever have. Im been having mild dull cramps all week,they seem to be increasing, and today I had what felt like gas bubbles in my stomach and nausea and indigestion (litterally burping like mad) all week. What do u think my are chances of getting a bfp this weekend? i had spotting once yesterday but i think it was too red to be ib. We tried preseed this cycle so that has my hopes kinda high but at this point im soo confused with my body that its making me obsessed lol. Am i losing my mind or could a bfp be on the horizon? Somebody,anybody, plz help lol