I need prayers please.

This week has been one of the hardest in my life. I was supposed to be so happy. I just found out Im 5 weeks 6 days pregnant, I was overjoyed because I had prayed for my baby since I had a miscarriage last year. well when the doctors run tests they tell me my A1C is 7.5 and said it was high. I had to go buy a glucose machine and check my sugar 4 times a day until I see my doctor on Monday. I have not stopped crying, when I eat I see the numbers go up and have a meltdown, I have lost 8 punds this week, so depressed and scared that my baby won't make it. I am crying as Ibwrite thing questioning ecerything. I am scared for my baby, for my future. I can only hope thst somehow this is gestational but I dont have any answers. Or know anytging about Diabetes.