I just had my LO on the ninth. I'm on cloud nine and love him and everything he does to pieces.. but I'm having a really hard time adjusting. My doctor told me not to look down there for four weeks.. well, of course, me being the idiot I am.. I looked. I need honesty right now. Will sex feel the same for either of us ever again? Is my husband going to notice a difference once I am healed? He can be so shallow when it comes to physical things like this and I have horrible anxiety about my new mommy body. I can't help but think that he will find someone that looks better- normal. I feel so guilty and ashamed that this is something that I'm even concerned about, but I can't get it off my mind. 😓😒

Please help me.