Rant ahead...

I just found out yesterday that while I thought I was pregnant, I really just had a blighted ovum. I'm am so upset and angry and a whole mess of emotions right now. I was supposed to be 9 was and 3 days. This isn't fair, because while this pregnancy wasn't planned I still wanted it. I work with someone else who is pregnant and she doesn't remotely seemed interested in her pregnancy, she hasn't even seen a doctor yet and she's in her second trimester, yet she has a healthy pregnancy. There are people who smoke what they want, drink what they want, eat what they want and they go on and have healthy babies, while I was doing everything I could (even completely cut out caffeine) and I still lost my baby. There are people who don't want their babies, who abuse their kids but they get healthy babies but I had to lose mine. It's not fair