Today my bf said I should go out more. It hurts because I am an introvert. I don't really enjoy spending time out with my friends, it's exhausting and they are usually busy anyways. My family lives an hour away. I like spending time with my boyfriend and going out with him. He also stays at home and hardly ever hangs with his friends. He works night shifts so during the day he usually sleeps a lot and I have nothing to do except be at home after I work. I find things to do like clean, read, crafts but it does get boring and lonely sometimes. But at the same time I never want to go out. My boyfriend only wants to have sex like once a month, he didn't use to be that way. And I think this is why. I think he would lust over me more if I did go out instead of staying at home so much. Idk I think he should be grateful he has a gf who would rather stay at home than go party but I guess not. Idk what kind of advice I'm wanting here since I just do not have a desire to go out with friends more. I just kind of feel pathetic. Idk.