so I'm engaged and love my fiance to death but something I can't get passed!! we have a very complicated relationship. over the years we've had situations to that's rocked us, and made me grow so insecure with myself. Him looking at other women never been a problem but looking and lusting is different. he hasn't cheated but it makes me feel so ugly , and hard for me to take compliments even as his future wife. I feel like I'm the apple of his eye, and he doesn't understand!! Fuck me!!