I just want to cry!

Lauren
While I am not actively ttc right now (husband wants to wait another month or 2 until we do) we aren't stopping it either. I have been a very patient woman and I told him over a year ago I wanted a baby and I haven't pushed the issue much until late (because now he doesn't care if it happens but before we really start trying he wants to wait just a little longer) and I have gone total baby freak! I'm trying to relax but I can't. And I see all these girls from high school who are getting pregnant by accident and it's driving me nuts! It isn't that we aren't ready. It's just he's in the army and work has been stressful which is why we are waiting just until things calm down. But it makes me want to cry and I can't talk to him anymore about it because I feel like like a lunatic and the girls I am friends with aren't that great. I have no one to talk to but it just aggravates me so much!