I had another couple days of a positive test and then negative. 3rd chemical pregnancy including my loss on 4/2 and Two days after Father's Day. This was my third cycle of Femara.

My husband and I had a long tearful conversation last night on whether to try again this month. I'm so scared of regrets if I give up. This is emotionally exhausting. I'm blessed with three girls 21, 15, and 7. My husband has an amazing relationship with my girls but no children of his own.

Why does it have to be so hard? Why unfit parents seem to just pop children out? I also lost two babies between my first two girls.

Sorry, I'm feeling my emotions today.