Need to get this out..

This is pretty much a letter to my ex and father of my one year old.

I just don't understand. I don't understand how after 5 years not even a week later you can be talking to another girl. You did this to us. All I did was love you and try to make you happy which I thought I did but now your acting like this whole relationship was a fucking lie. I know I bitched a lot and I'm sorry for that I tried to tell you I would work on it.. Suggested counseling and everything to make it work and you said no because you are talking to another girl.. You say you don't hate me but you are acting like it. You say you love your daughter but you haven't seen her in 3 fucking weeks.. I've begged and begged but it's all about you. You have time to see her but not your daughter you purposely put in me and now you left her crying and screaming and wondering where you are. She doesn't deserve this more than anything.. She didn't ask for this..