I recently got married, but we've had a horrible relationship. I've been abused before and my husband knows about it, and i have mental health problems due to my abusive past. due to my mental health, i have severe trust issues (again, my husband knows about it).

whenever I bring something up that really hurt or upset me, my husband doesn't care about my feelings and has a go at me, making me have panic attacks. this morning we had (another) physical fight. I tried taking his cigarettes from him as he's limited as to how many he has a day and he'd already had more than he should, i also reminded him that I bought them, and he pushed me and I fell, hitting my wrist on a chair. Then he threw his $500 phone (which i bought him) and broke it, and then said he was fucked because he had no way of calling for a ride after work. I pointed that he could use a phone at work, and he stormed off into his mom's room. I tried to follow him in to say that if I could get my UK sim card out of my iPhone he could use that and he pushed me out and shut my foot in the door, to the point of which I can't walk on it and I think it's broken.

would this count as abuse? or is it just retaliation? I don't know anymore.