The title of this probz makes me sound phsyco, just dont know how to feel on the situation im in right now, me and my boyfriend have been together almost 2 years now , i told him when we first had sex he was my first because obviously , he was and it meant so so much, but suddenly tonight he's told me i actually WASNT his first even tho thats what he said i was so idk whether im being silly getting all funny and upset or what , just feel like ive put so much hope into know we were both taking a big jump and now it seems one sided all of a sudden and i dont know why he lied in the first place?