is it just me or do you ever feel guilty when you wanna do something for yourself? like tonight literally 15 minutes ago i asked my husband if i could take time do paint my nails. (i havent since ray was born and that was 5 months ago.) ray got cranky and my husband i guess has a short temper when it comes to cranky babies. and hes flipped out on ray bc hes tired and wants to be rocked. (were trying ro keep him up later because he will just wake up in a half hour and be up until midnight) and now i feel guilty that my son had to deal with his dad get all pissy at him and myself. i thought i was allowed to take a half hour to myself but apparently i cant because no one can stay calm when my babies upset. now i just feel mad at upset. sometimes i wish we didnt have a kid, hes a total different man with a kid in his arms. ugh. update.. just tried talking to him about how i felt and he completly blew me off. fml