I know this might make me sound horrible but as a spouse do you ever just miss your old single self? I mean I love my husband and our family to death. I wouldn't actually want to do anything to lose them. But honestly sometimes I do miss the fun single me. Now I just feel like a boring house wife lol. I also just miss my old self because I use to be hot and feel good about myself and now I'm just blah and gross lol. Ugh.