Ok so me and three of my friends ( 2 guys 1 girl ) went to a party a while back and we got extremely drunk. I liked one of the guys for a while and he knew. When we started drinking we made out and my other friend made out with his friend. As the party went on we started drinking more and more ( more me because I didn't know my limit 🤦🏻‍♀️) I had to pee and I asked the friend that I liked if there was another bathroom because the bathroom from downstairs was occupied. I blacked out. The next thing I remember is us in a room and us having sex. I literally remember 5 seconds of it. I blacked out a lot, I don't remember going upstairs, going to the bathroom, or even walking into the room. After that I felt like shit. Like it was my fault. I should have done something. TBH this is still scarring me till this day. I keep having flashbacks of it and I always cringe. I feel like talking to him about it and telling him that it was not ok and that it scarred me. But then I feel like it doesn't matter. It happened. It's in the past. What do you guys think i should do ??? Pleas help me !!!