overwhelmed ..

at this point i'm ready to give up .. i feel so alone even with so many ppl surrounding me & it hurts because i'm like a silent cry for help .. my child's father acts as if the baby is nonexistent , my family wants me to get an abortion & i just feel like everything is falling apart 😣 don't know what to do or if it's just the hormones making me emotional but i just feel stuck between a rock & a hard place