I am always trying to have sex with him. I don't really want to, but to me that is all I am good for. I also feel like I have to to make him happy. ( He doesn't do anything to make me feel this way. That is just how I feel.) He always says lets just cuddle tonight, when he does that I feel like I am doing something wrong. Well the night before last I told him about my feelings and he told me that just because he doesn't have sex with me doesn't mean he doesn't love me. In fact it means we can use that time to talk. Which we do. He is my best friend. I love him. I have never ever had a relationship this perfect. I have never loved anyone this much!!!