This isn't really a rant but just more of a way for me to write down how I feel because I feel like I'm starting to feel depressed. I feel like my fiancé has changed so much. I feel like he really doesn't love me like he used to...he doesn't care to try anymore. I mean I know he loves me and all but idk, it's hard to explain. I wish he was more helpful like he used to be around the house. I'm jumping around here with topics but he used to write me love letters and do small things for me. I'm currently pregnant and extremely bloated, so I ask him to rub my feet but playing play station is more important to him now. Before, he used to be the one to offer to give me a massage. I work 40 hours a week and I'm pregnant, it'd be nice to come home (some days, of course not all the time) to find the place clean. It's so hard for me to do things now. I wish I could be showered with love and shown off, but that's not the case anymore. It used to seem like he wanted to shout to the world how much he loved me but now it's all just dying down. Like I said I know he loves me, I guess i'm having trouble with the fact that our honey moon stage is ending...idk