I dont have friends 😅😅

I have people that I'm cool with, but I haven't really had an actual friend or a best friend in a VERY long time... I dont ever meet people who are the same as me, or understand me well enough to be a good friend... I wish i could explain it better.. It's been two years since I've had an actual best friend and now that I'm pregnant, it's just gonna be even harder for me to make friends... WHY does my life suck so bad.. I always had sooo many friends growing up, but since I graduated high school, I just have no one 😕