ok so first off there’s this guy that literally said he liked me but has been basically using and abusing me ever since and he is such a dick and now there is this guy that i actually like and have a chance with but i can’t be with him because i still have feelings for the other one and i have no idea whats wrong with me why do i always choose the guys that use me i am so tired of being mentally and physically abused i’m just so done with life