not so good news today..: (

I don't really vent to family. they don't understand me. today I was told I most likely won't be able to do clomid to risky for me. I have 2kids girl and boy. but I have pcos . and I'll know on the 27th if I have to see a fertility specialist. I'm so sad . this has been my biggest fear. I don't think I'll be able to have any more children. I try to think this is the way god meant it. but it still hurts especially when your family want to grow together. I can't do the one thing my body is supposed to be best at. sorry just needed to vent some where. I can't stop crying my heart hurts.