Last fertile window before my year is up 😢

So this week is my fertile window and it's the last one before my year is up. My doctor has said that my year of trying to conceive will be on the 8th September. If I'm not pregnant by then both me and my husband will have to start going for tests. So today weve started getting my husband transferred to the doctors I'm at. It's very bittersweet.

On one hand I think good, let's get everything checked out to put my mind at ease, but then on the other hand I think is something up with me and thats why I'm not getting pregnant. I'm trying to stay calm and not get stressed. What will be, will be. But honestly I feel like crying.

Trying to stay positive is hard!