Emotions

It's almost that time of the year again...Christmas, The new year and my birthday....and guess what I will be spending all of them alone again. I was not trying to think about it...I just get sad around that time. My grandparents don't cook for any holidays anymore, my mom goes down south Christmas to see my aunt and stays there until after the new year, my brother goes and spends Christmas with his girlfriend . Oh and my birthday it really sucks, I have no one to spend it with. All my family are spreaded around in different states...shit I have no one.