So this is a little personal but I am torn apart by it ... today at 530pm.. My great grandma was discovered laying on her floor dead... she was supposed to have dinner with my grandmother and my uncle but when they got there to pick her up no one answered ... she leaves her door unlocked when she is home so they walked in to find her... they think she fell or had a heart attack... she is 84 ... I am so completely destroyed inside and just feel like giving up on everything but then I look at my baby girl and realize i can't do that nor do I want to... I am so glad that she was able to meet her great great granddaughter and even more glad that we were able to get of 5 generation photo on the 6th of this momth... I just am so upset right now...