kinda going crazy...

Jessica

So i've been off & on in a relationship till 2 years ago when he found someone knew & we thought our 16 year relationship was over.. well she broke up with him & i sern i was unblocked on Facebook.. so we stated talking again & my daughter was so happy he was back.. that's the only man that's been a father to her.. even when i broke up with him so many times, he stayed my friend for her!! i was young & stupid looking for my dream guy & he was under my nose the while time.. we had a miscarriage & tried getting pregnant for months before he finally left for good.. well the day we seen each other again of course it led to the bedroom... sex has always been great between us!. i love that man & ive actually had an abortion because it wasnt him.. well now ive been neasous all of a sudden after lunch & at night.. so after work i took a test.. im supposed to get my period saturday, but i know my body.. somethings going on.. i think i drank too much water before leaving because i see a faint line but yet i haven't missed my period yet.. i haven't talked to him in a few weeks.. i decided to let him heal & if he's really mine, he'll be back.. he knows ill be waiting.. idk if i should ask how he would feel or what to do if i really am pregnant... i would be over the moon & my daughter would be too! im scared how he'll react.. we were over for 2 years.. am i the only 1 seeing a really faint line.. ugh idk what to do.. no one to talk to either... of course ill test again... but as time goes i see more of a line! im going crazy!!