Stressing Out

Just kind of needing to vent, and if anyone has some words of wisdom that would be swell. I really don't want the negative crap though please. I am 21 years old and have had 3 abortions, I guess I just feel a whole in my heart now. I don't regret my decisions, because at the time it was what was best for my life. But I guess now I feel like something is missing...