BFN 💔

In June I had a miscarriage at 11 weeks our baby stopped growing at 9 weeks 💔 it was the hardest thing me and my bf went thru the doctor said we could start trying as soon as I finish my period which we did i prayed that I would get pregnant the first month of trying ( unlikely I have pcos ) I been having all the signs of pregnancy but then i don't know if that's my mind messing with me cause I want it so bad 😞 but when I saw that negative on the test it was so heartbreaking it's like I'll never see a positive again 😩 I know it's only 1 month trying but I don't know if I can keep get that feeling of heart break every month ...