PICTURE IS MY ALIVE CHILD***

It's happened again. My body decided to miscarry again. It never gets easier. Honestly it gets harder. I'm further away from having my second live child than I was before.

Everything was going perfectly, my levels were more than doubling every other day. I was feeling pregnant. And then one day, boom, I wasn't having anymore symptoms. I begged my OB for more blood work which came back perfect. I decided to finally get excited and that night I started bleeding heavily. My husband rushed me into the ER, we did an ultrasound and blood work. Neither looked promising. My levels had raised 300 and the ultrasound showed nothing but a yolk sac. My heart was breaking. Two days later I went into my obs office for another ultrasound and blood work. Again my levels had raised 300 and we saw nothing but a yolk sac. My bleeding hadn't lightened up. I was having heavy contractions and had to take pain medicine.

Yesterday I gave birth to Lyam Finn. My heart is heavy, I am sad. Every day I will wonder what it would have been like to carry him in my womb.

I love all 3 of my angel babies. Here's a picture of my live baby. I love and cherish her every day. She's a wonderful rainbow 🌈