Strangely Sad...

Have any of you ladies who aren't TTC had a late period and secretly hoped you were pregnant and got bummed out when your period finally started? I recently switched to a new BC pill and of course it goofed up my cycle. I was 13 days late for my period before it finally came. I had taken several tests that came back negative, but was kinda hoping one would come up positive. I have been feeling so baby crazy lately! I hate it! all my friend are having babies and I want one so bad! My man and I have been got her for 2 years and he has a 2 yr old son (I've been there since the day he was born, we have full custody) I wish I could convince him his son needs a brother or sister!! Lol