boyfriend watching webcam videos


Ok, I would like any opinions on this, especially from the guys pount of view! So now my boyfriend is into watching webcam videos, but he doesn't ever show any signs that he wants me. When we do have sex, I initiate it. And if it weren't for me always doing it, we wouldn't ever have sex. This is obviously causing me some issues, as I feel totally unwanted & I have gotten to the point that i don't feel like he finds me attractive. I honestly feel like I'm not his type at all. like he searches for "small tits" and "skinny". I am not over weight or anything, but I'm not at all one of those super thin people. And I have rather large boobs! I mean am I correct in thinking he's not turned on by me?