(i have shitty grammar but please spare my life) Right now i have a wonderful boyfriend and we are 7 months together and its been amazing. but before him i used to have crushes on alot of guys. but those guys would reject me because of my appearance not adding up to what they like, or my personality. ypu know, stantards...now, i mean it when i say this, i would never wish anything bad upon them. NEVER. they just didnt like me and i guess they'll find someone. i decided to never look for anyone and just wait till someone finds me. i would then see them with their girl in their new relationship. However, their relationship would go downhill. Either, the girl cheated on them or they went back with their exes and started going on/off with them. its wierd, cause it happened multiple times. of course i would feel bad cause i knew them, they were my friends. But the sassy sue in my mind was all like "i wouldn't have done that to you but HERE YOU ARE" everytime i think about think i get so confused. Am I being conceited? Is it okay to feel bad for them even if they rejected me? idk I'm just confused as hell rn i need advice or something...