Broken heart

Flika β€’ Just a 24 year old girl living in South Africa learning each and every day.

Been thinking about this guy I use to see all day. He has been on my mind non stop, so tonight I thought I would send him a message and say hi. I now see he's in a relationship πŸ˜• he told me he doesn't want to date because of his career. I feel so lied to, I feel stupid and ugly. Why wasn't he just honest? If he didn't want me he should have said, or told me he likes someone else. My first thought was maybe he chose her cause she's thinner than meπŸ˜•. I hate that I thought that way, I fell so hard for this guy, I Hadn't dated for 3 years cause I was waiting for the right one, I thought it was him. I should have know if a guy doesn't speak to you for a week cause he's "so busy" it's not trueπŸ˜•. I'm so sad ladies, I'm sitting in bed just crying, so I thought I wouldn't post on a platform that would understand. I really thought we were gonna be something πŸ˜• for 6 months we were "seeing each other", I thought it meant something ...