Had my D&E today

Summer
My baby had no heartbeat at 15 weeks and 3 days.  Had the D&E today and actually feel a little more at peace but still very heartbroken.  They were able to see our little angel was a boy. We named him Lucas and will have him cremated.  So when does this empty lost feeling go away.  I thank God I have my 2 year old son to make me smile.  Prayers to the many women that have fine through this.