I feel like in my heart that my relationship for 6 years is going down, its like he don't want to be around me or even talk to me as he use to we use to set up and just talk for hours know it's like he don't want to stay home he always going to his friends house he think if he home for a good 30ms or a hour that he can just up and say I'm about to go chill its like our talking is not like we use to I'm always home by my self I have no friends like he do. Every thing in my heart is telling me he is cheating on me but i dont have any proof that he is and I'm not looking for it but I'm so hurt and on top of that we ttc our 🌈👶. But how things are going now I really don't want to try any more 💔💔💔💔💔 I'm not cheating at all I'm 26 and he is 35 I post to be out enjoying my life right now but no I'm home like I have kids it really hurts I don't know what to do but give him the cold shoulder I miss our bond that we had 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔