I want to be a lucky one also!

So, I must say I am happy for those who get their bfps! No buts, I am happy for them truly! I wish I were that lucky but I feel like I am not the type of person who gets their bfp. I feel like these are things that happen to other people, not me. I'm so annoyed that I haven't been able to get my BFP. Whenever I feel like I have a chance....af shows up. It's devastating. I want so much to be a family and bring a child into this world but I guess I am not one of the lucky ones :/