Can't sleep tonight first period after loss

Danielle

Ok my body has reset, but my mind has not. I feel like I need a psychiatrist can't stop researching baby stuff. I feel like I'm still planning for a baby that's never coming. I'm so lost I really don't know how to move on. My period is almost over and I want a baby so bad, but I feel like in this state of mind I couldn't handle it if I didn't get pregnant this month. It's like I'm morning a whole future that has been erased.