Hey! :) I just wanted to rant a little, so, school is starting and it's my first year of college and I'm nervous about 182939 things but the biggest one is that: I'm still a virgin.

All my friends have been having casual sex or have had steady relationships since the 10th grade, and I've had I guess "things" that have lasted a while but it always ended badly and made me super upset.

I don't know, I always used to have casual oral hookups but then I had some REALLY bad run ins with a few boys and they have just kinda ruined my ability to be intimate with any guy, for the past year...like I can't even bring myself to kiss someone even if I really like them because I'm just afraid. AGh I don't even know what this post is about but I figured you ladies could give me some insight. ❤️🌹