please help

Ally

I'm seriously driving my self crazy scared of a third miscarriage and I've been testing to see if my lines get as dark as the control line so far it hasn't and it's really driving me crazy cause I'm getting worried. Please no rude comments I just want people's opinions and advice to calm my nerves. I'm 4weeks 5 days today. My last two pregnancys the lines were always as dark as the control line but those ended in miscarriages. That's why I'm freaking out that these aren't