today is the first day of my commitment to sobriety. I deserve so much more than to live with the person i am drunk. My husband deserves so much more than the mean person I am drunk. today is day one. this is my commitment. UPDATE - I'm 9 days sober now. today was not easy bc I went to a labor day party and tomorrow won't be easy either but looking back at y'alls kind words is so encouraging and helpful. thank you so much!