I'm 35. Single (divorced 4 years). Dating is AWFUL. I can't meet anyone decent. Everyone's just a jerk!! I've wanted to be a mom for so long and I'm scared I'm going to miss out then be 40 and alone. Then 45 and alone. And miss my chance. Everyone says "he's out there, have faith!" Well I'm over it now! I'm just not lovable anymore. What I wanted to know is if anyone in here has done a sperm donor or another way of getting pregnant or adopting on their own? What was it like? I'm thinking about it in another year or two. It's been 4 years that I've tried dating and I'm still single so 1-2 more years is nothing.