Losing Twins

My husband and I went in for our first check up on August 3rd and found out we were expecting twins! My Dr said I was measuring a week and a half earlier than expected and could not see a whole lot in the second sac but did see a 120 hb on baby 1. We went back a week later in hopes to see everything easier and a second heartbeat. With a better ultrasound we were able to see both of our babies, but there were no heartbeats in either baby nor blood movement to either baby as well. We lost both babies. Went in to make sure baby 2 was ok, leave with no live babies. This has been one of the hardest and most life-changing experiences I've ever been through. I ended up having a D&C; this past Monday to remove them. It has been so hard, I'm so scared to ever see another ultrasound. We want to try as soon as my body will allow and is healthy and healed again but I'm still trying to process this loss, and I'm scared I won't be as excited when I become pregnnt again, and just be worried all the time. I'm just praying for a healthy pregnancy.