No sex

So me and my boyfriend broke up. I am in college. He was the first man to ever see my entire body, naked. First to ever touch me bare. First man I've ever slept with. As you can tell, I love him because after all these years I gave it up to this one man, because I only trusted HIM. It took me a year and 8 months to have sex for the first time. I am currently under depression, he cheated and is now talking to multiple girls. Not really affecting me anymore because I value my worth a lot, just disappointed I gave my virginity to this one particular man. Although I am craving sex A LOT, and I DONT want to sleep with any other guy, not even a close guy friend or whatever. Nobody. But I want dick sooooo bad! I'm craving his DICK. His BODY. He's apologizing a lot. Should I just schedule a dick appointment with him and drop my pride?