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that's the second most confusing post I've seen on this app....
I secretly hate how when i was skinny
The meanest fattest girls called me ugly, and stupid and a loser and fat. So now i want to take phentermine and run away because the meanest ugliest girls decided to ruin my life because they were jealous of me when i had reconstructive surgery on my face and i fucking got abused all my life. Id secret rather starve to death because of the stupid shit these people did and id honestly have a heart attack and die skinny and emaciated than be fat and ridiculed because when i was under 100 lbs i got i insulted, turned down, called ugly and stupid and a loser. So moral of the story, its better to drop dead than have an asshole rhianna ruin your life when she thinks your ex boyfriend is ugly and rejected him.
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sweetie, I suffered with an eating disorder, no two, from when I was 13 or 14 until I was 23. I am now 29 and still sometimes struggle accepting that I am healthy and I look good. When I was in 7th grade I started gaining weight (puberty and parents not teaching me any better) by 8th grade I was 155 pounds, I am 5'1, I was 4:10 in 8th grade. I was heavy and people harassed me ALL the time...I started starving myself, then decided to binge and purge. I went down to almost nothing by the time I was 17. I stayed at an unhealthy 80 to 85 pounds for so many years, like if I got to 95 pounds I used to lose my shit.I also have many health problems because of this.One day peoples opinions won't matter as much to you, and you'll be able to deal with yourself at a healthy weight.If you ever need or want someone to talk to about this stuff, someone who has gone through it, then I always have an open ear.
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